Eka..Eka.. ekti bochor tomake chara !

ekta bachor chole jacche.....Eka..Eka.. khub valo Achi, Jantrona, Dhukko, Kosto gulo ke shathi kore..dibbi Valo achi..!

kemon geche toamr ? notun er agomon, purono sriti ke ignore kore jaoa...chari-pashe onek manush...toamr hashi, kotha diye shobaike nischoy-i shov vuliye diyecho....

shob niye jodi valo thako..tate ami ektu kasto pabo na....toamr sukhe amar kakhoni kasto hoi na.. borong tomake shukhi korar onek iccha thaka shotte-o bodhoi eto-tuku sukh -o dite parini...borong onek oshnati-te keteche...

majhe majhe etai vabi..shob dik theke shob-i thik hoye jabe..sudhu amar mon ar thik hobe na...shob haralam...emon ki ekta bondhu porjonto nei jake aj proti ta diner ekek ta muhurto gulo ke shera korte pari...kosto hole, dhukkho hole, beytha pele..kauke kichu bolar nei..rag holeo kakuke ragte pari na...

ami-o valo achi...onek bestota diye char pashe deyal toiri kore felechi....vitor-ta kure kure kheye felleo karo kichu ar bojhar nei. Aj ami valo achi..proti din vor bela ekjon -er sriti niye uthi, hajar bestotay take vebe choli..rat hole ghumote tar kotha mone hoye ghumiye pori..abar ekta vor ashe tar sriti niye...keu janen na eshob..but valo achi ami !

EKA! EKA! shob dhukko kosto gulo rshom pokar moto jantronar reshmi shutoy bedhe aral kore rakhte pari !!

Aar ekta janmodin.., tomar sporsho, onuvob er choya chara chole gelo !

TUMI AJ AMAKE WISH KORLE NA... vebechilam..shob hariye geleo amar sriti, amar janmodin er wish kora theke tumi vule jabe na... konona kono vabe tumi amake wish korbe..lukiye hok, amake na janiye hok..ekta chotto kono 'maddhyom'-e amake wish korbe..koroni..Rat chole geche, din eshe rat chole geche...tumi hayto ekbar moneo rakhoni...

ekbar vebe-o dekhoni..ki vabe jabe amar din ta.. kato shukhe, kato anonde, kato celebration-e...shei Libarary-r kotha-o hayto tomar mone hoini..mone hoini..veri badh-er shei vor bela, shei saree pora shith-er shokal..tomar misiti kopol-e tip diye, paye amar deoa nupur pore..amar kadhe matha rekhe amar janmodin..kichui hayto tomar ar mone nei...

KINTU AMITO VULE JETE PARI NA..AMAKE VOGHAY...ONEK VOGHAY ! Tumi ki khub shukhe acho amake kadiye, khub valo acho amake kasto diye ? Jodi thakte paro thako , onek valo thako !

Kadale Kadte Hoy, Tumio Kadbe..Jene Rekho Ekdin

Tumio kadbe jene rekho ekdin... amakr buker vitor je kanna protidin chole...se kanna jodi toamr jonnyo hoy, eto sahoje tomnake chere dibe na amar e kanna !

amar chokher jol nirboe soar ogochore jakhon pore ta jodi toamr jonnyo hoy, se chokher jol tomake konodin shanti te thakte dibe na amake chara !

Kadale Kadte Hoy, Tumio Kadbe..Jene Rekho Ekdin..Tumio purbe ..jene rekho ekdin !

Din Jay,Raat Ashe!! Moner Chaya Chokhe Jhore!!

Din jay, din ashe ! besto din chole jaay, raat ashe !Shomoy chole apon mone !


Tumi-o jani cholcho apon icchay, apon hathe toirii kora jibon niye, shukhe, anonde ! Ar amar-o din jay ! ekekta din, boro bestotay, shamajikotay, officially ! din, jay , rat ashe.. govir ondhokar raat!

SUDHU EI MON CHOLENA AMAR ICCHAY !

ayna-r shamne dariye vor bela brush-e, ghor theke ber hoye office e jete jete , office e hothath kajer fake, dupur bela kono meeting e jabar pothe kono sritimoy muhurto gulo..kimba bikel goriye ashle achomka mone hoy.. se bujhi amar jonnyo wait korche amader purbo nirdharito jaigay..shei varsity ba college er corridor e ! mon kadiye shondhya name..ghure fire monta sudhu takei khuje fire hajar ghore fera manusher vitor..raat ashe aar ekbar kotha bolar jonnyo kemon anchan korte thake...! prochondo koste, birohe aar ekta din chole jaay !

evabei din jay, raat ashe... amar ! ekta din amake rehai deyna ei mon ! 1 ta bachor poreo amake aj-o rehai dei na.ekta din, ekta muhurter jonnyo ! gato ekta bochor tumi janona ami ekta din tomake vule thakini, jaini ! thakte parini vule !

AMAR CHOKHER PANI TUMI DEKHTE PARTNE NA. SHOB  ONNAY - O MAAF KORE DIYE BUKE JORIYE DHORTE ! AR AJ AMAR MON KADE, CHOKHER PANI JHORE OJHORE , KEU DEKHE NA ; tumio na !


Amar kostogulo ki tomake ekbar er jonnyo choy na ? amar dhukkho, amar moner kanna ki tomake nara deyna ekbar-o ? Ekbar-o mone hoy na je amar prem - e kono protarona, kono faak chilo na !

VALOBESHCHI AMI TOMAKE , GOVIR VALOBASHAY !

Jani jekhanei thako...ekhono tumi je ....

amakei valobasho ! Jekhanei thako...aamar gaan tumi valobasho... ! Amar kotha mone koro !

Ami tomake eto valobeshechi, eto govire tomake valobeshechi je..aamake uprate hole tomar beiman hote hobe.. protarok hote hobe... aar Beiman - Protarok hoye jodi tumi shanti - te thakte paro...tahole aami ta Allah - r uporei chere dilaam...!!!

1 yr !

Roja-r pray sesh ! idaning pray-i vabnay ashche.. bachor ghure ashche.. shei mukh- ti, priyo mukh - ti dekha hoini bohudin!  dekha hoini bole..ridoy jeno shukiye ache.. e jeno aar ek Shangjom nijer-i sathe !

Boshundhora theke namtei shei chiro chena mukh...tarpor....ar valo lagche na bolte...valo theko !

Shob-e-Borat er rat ! Payesh kehte icche korche !

Aj Shob-E-Borat !

Tomar mone ache, tumi amake toamr niejr hathe payesh redhe ene khaoate..konodin miss dite na ! Emon kono Rat chilo je raat e tomake toamr sathe kotha boltam na ? ek sathe munajat kortam na  ?

Aj ami korbo bole dibe ?  Ki doa korbo ? Ridoye sudhu kasto, chokhe sudhu pani...!

Aj Allah r kache sudhu etai chaibo..tumi jodi amake chere valo thakte paro to valo.. aar jodi aami shotti valobeshe thaki tahole ekdin jeno tomar ridoy-e tan diye amar ridoye ene chure fele den !

Ki vabe jay aamar ekta din tomake chara ?? !!

Chooto Mukhta dekhar jonnyo mon amar chot-fhot kore protidin ...ekta bar dekhar jonnyo tomake, toamr hashi, tomar thot, toamr chokh..toamr sporsho !

ekta bar tomake dekhar jonnyo amaar ridoy protidin kade ! tumi janle na, janbe na konodin hayto !

tobu amar bissash.. amar ridoy jodi shotti hoye thake , ekdin toamr ridoy chute ashbe ! Sedin ami jodi na thaki..tahole bujhbe ei ekta bachor amar kivabe keteche ! proti ta din kemon keteche !

Bujhbe, proti - ta muhurto...kivabe toamr ferar ashay, ektu ushnota-r jonnyo kemon korechi..sharata din onek bestotar majhe thekeo...! kivabe ekta dhakka keyechi bikel bela jakhon shob bestota kome geche, shobai chole geche.. aar amar jaoar jai ga nei..nei shei jayga gulo te , jekhane proti ta din bikele tumi amar jonnyo boshe thaakte !

Ami ki niye thaki bolte paro?

Ami ki niye thaki bolte paro? Amar ekek ta din ki vabe jay konodin vebecho?

Onek shukhe acho amake chere tai na ! Onek valo acho ! Keu Jalay na, keu humki dei na, jakhon takhon keu dekhte chay na tomake ! Keu ador korar jonnyo chotfot kore na !

Amar chokher pani ki tomake shanti te thakte dibe jodi ta shotti hoy, jodi ta ksoter hoy ? Tomar meye r mathay kasom diyechilo bole shore jete cheyechilam tomader shukher jonnyo, sedin jete dile na, osthir, utola hoye kede kede bolechile, amake chara tumi bachbe na, ekta din thakte parbe na !

Ar ekhon kisher uchilay ei protarona ? Amar shukher jonnyo dure acho bolle sheta ki honestyness hobe ? Ami ki shukhe achi ? Naki nijer shukh toiri korar jonnyo, amake sesh kore diye dure shore gele ? Amar valobasha jodi shotti hoy aar tumi jodi protarona kore thako, tahole aj hok kal hok...Allah tomake bujhiye dibe...! ki onnay tumi kroecho amar sathe !

Sriti keno eto Nishutur er moto achoron korbe ???

Bohudin por.. bohudin por.. shei poth theke jai... jekhane tumi amar opekkhay boshe thakte.. kotodin koto gulo shondhya.. University - r Library r varanday !

Ami aj shei poth thekei jacchilaam.. jedike tumi takiye thakte... govir monojog diye...! ki bishonno bikel chilo..aj... ki odhvut amar ridoy...! Muhurter vitore hajar hajar oviman eshe joma holo...kotha theke ek jhaak sirit, ekta chotto mukh...amar duniya ke muhurter vitor eto-tuku kore fello.. !

aar amar hotcchara chokh duto kono badha na mene .. tup-tap jhore choleche ! Er nam ki valobasha ? 1 ti bachor evabei amar jaai...jacche ! kothay na emon hoy bolte paro ??? Se shob poth to eriye chole jete chaai... kintu kichutei pari na.. kichutei pari na...aami Beiman hoye jete !

I am missing you !

Did you really LOVED me ever?






Or, all were actings for LUST? I have to know to love you more or through away forever.





I am not a cheat and didnt do anything for lust, so its not so easy to make everything away after 7 years of deep relations.





Hope you will understand, and better understand.

Broken-hearted Pigeon !!!

What should i do? What should i think?

Should i die with silence like coward or get violent like thunder storm? Love doesn't allow me to harm you ... neither allows to tolerate your selfish cheat !

Is that you who couldn't live a single moment without me?? Was it acting or the love for lust?


The days are going on...each moments i remember we had passed makes me surprised, how come an woman kissed me, hugged me, played with my hearts and now she is simply away with happiness??

 I am waiting with patience to see..if it was LOVE !!